Full-Blown Pain: A Personal Fight Against the Enigmatic Pain of Cluster Headache Syndrome

It was a overcast Monday morning in September 2016. I worked as a educator, attempting to manage a new class, when a sharp pain sprang behind my one eye. It was followed by rapid jolts, like lightning bolts. As each class came and went, the pain eased and then came back with increased force. Four times that day I handed over a teaching assistant with activities and hurried to the staff bathroom to soak my face with cold water. I took paracetamol, but the pain remained unrelenting.

The attacks appeared repeatedly that fall, and again in spring, soon establishing an annual pattern. The autumn months were the most severe, then the late winter. I could anticipate the routine: a warning sensation in the shower, early pangs on the train, full-on pain in the classroom by 9.30am. In late 2019, a GP eventually sent me to a specialist and I was diagnosed with cluster headaches.

Cluster headaches often begin with severe pain around one eye that persists for three hours.

About 1 in 1000 individuals suffer by the disorder, and men are more frequently affected. Attacks typically begin with abrupt, severe agony around a single eye that peaks within minutes and lasts for as long as three hours. Attacks come in clusters, daily or several times a day, and are accompanied by red or watery eyes, drooping eyelids or facial sweating. I have the episodic form, which occurs in periodic cycles; some patients have continuous attacks, characterized by the absence of extended pain-free periods.

What unites sufferers is the severity. One study scored the pain at 9.7 out of 10, more severe than broken bones or pancreatitis. A separate found 64% of cluster headache patients reported thoughts of self-harm during attacks; the figure dropped to four percent when they were not in pain.

One patient, 74, a chronic sufferer from Wales, isn't surprised. Her attacks started when she was two. “I would throw myself on the floor and hit my head. That was put down to being spoiled,” she says. Her condition deteriorated through her youth. Alcohol in her adolescence, similar to several triggers, made things worse. After drinking sherry at her graduation party, she remembers hardly being able to see on the bus home.

Her relatives often interpreted her episodes as intoxicated behavior. Understanding eventually came from her parent and then from her husband, Rod. “I was very lucky to find such an understanding person,” she says. Hobbs took clerical work after relocating, but often concealed her illness. She was dismissed from one job, partly due to time off during episodes. Her definitive identification came in 2002 at a national hospital.

Nevertheless, the failure to organize daily activities around unpredictable attacks took its effect. She particularly hated being unable to plan social events, being seen as unreliable as a co-worker, and even having to be looked after by her family during the paralysis caused by the most severe episodes. “It robs you of the small liberties we don't value until they're gone,” she says. She recalls obtaining tickets for a major concert, only to have an episode inside a facility.


Headaches have been documented across the ages. “The earliest account of headache comes by way of the ancient civilizations in antiquity,” write experts in a publication on the topic. They linked the disease to an malevolent entity who attacked his victims' heads.

Ancient medical records propose bizarre remedies for what modern experts would describe as a migraine. In the middle ages, severe headache was identified as a distinct condition, with treatments ranging from herbal concoctions to other, more superstitious cures.

It was a Dutch doctor who provided the first detailed description of a cluster headache. In his writings, he speaks of a patient “afflicted with a very severe headache happening and vanishing each day at specific hours”.

The disorder were only formally classified by international headache societies in 1988. From the 1960s to the late 1990s, they were believed to be caused by a problem with a key artery which supplies blood to the brain. Leading specialists in diagnosing the condition explain this.

In the late 1990s, researchers released the findings of a research project for which they had induced attacks in patients and monitored the episodes in a brain scanner. The results, published in a major journal, showed increased activity of the a brain region, which is responsible for human sleep-wake cycles, when patients were in pain, and a deactivation when they recovered.

In spite of such advances, diagnosis remains slow. One man's attacks started in the 1980s and felt like “a balloon being blown up behind my one eye”. Doctors thought he had sinus problems; he underwent four surgeries before finally being correctly identified in recently, after a physician looked up his complaints.

Specialists say delays in diagnosing and managing occur because patients are rarely seen during an episode. “You're exhausted and depressed, but not in severe pain,” a doctor says. He proceeds by ruling out other primary head pain conditions, such as tension-type headache, before confirming the disorder. A detailed history is essential: on which side do signs occur? For how long? What time of year? Are there precipitating factors, such as certain foods? Certain characteristics such as tearing, sagging eyelids and nasal congestion help confirm the diagnosis. Once diagnosed, patients may be referred to specialist centers. But many first go to A&E or are given inadequate therapies.

A charity trustee, in her late seventies, has suffered from cluster headaches for most of her adult life, although she has been free from an attack since 2016. When she was in her twenties, she had her teeth extracted because dental professionals misunderstood her symptoms. She believes dentists still need greater awareness. When a sufferer sought help from a charity, it was Chapman who replied. I remember calling a helpline during an bout in 2021; a calm volunteer talked them through oxygen treatment and medication until the episode passed.

National guidance on management advise that sufferers are offered high-flow oxygen therapy and/or a anti-migraine medication administered by nasal spray. No tablets or opioids should be used. Preventive choices include a blood pressure medication, which apparently helps manage the attacks of some people.

But consultant neurologists believe the guidance need revising to reflect a more defined treatment process and help general practitioners avoid misprescribing. For periodic patients, timing is critical: “The duration of the cycle dictates the approach.” Brief bouts with occasional attacks are handled with acute therapy alone. Longer or more intense periods require preventives such as verapamil, sometimes paired with steroids. A significant number of patients also receive a nerve block injection during a cycle – an injection into the area of the head where the pain is that reduces nerve signals.

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Dr. Alexa Farmer MD
Dr. Alexa Farmer MD

Evelyn Vance is a tech journalist with over a decade of experience covering digital innovations and cybersecurity trends across Europe.